rejection

R R R E E E J J J E E E C C C T T T I I I O O O N N N Even that word prickles the hair down my spine, i cannot even belive i am breathing, a not so big word, with one powerful meaning. A terrible pain from a time once before, but something i cannot ignore. REJECTION-a word constantly arising in my mind, a familiar pain im easy to find. the kind that you just get so use to until you are finally numb, then it just becomes a cruel life custom. so use to it you wait for it each passing day, but u never want it to come so u just pretend nothing is wrong and pray. REJECTION-the kind of pain i know is inevitable, But it is my curse and my constant battle. a cruel unfixable condition, and so im destined to live my life in caution? A cruel normality in my life now, but i cant seem to escape it, i just dont know how!