You will pay...for wat has been done

I don't know myself I am not true to myself and I am sorry All those years passed Trying not to be myself I know I am supposed to say I am beautiful But am I really Not by the worlds definition The world can't make up its mind Because one second you are beautiful Then your are nothing the next The world and its people are so stupid When you die you won't be remembered And if you are memories fade until they are nothing So then you feel how I feel You will feel like nothing The people who look at me sideways will be nothing And if the refuse I will make them nothing All I need and want is the power speak out and be heard All I need is the power And watch me hurt the world for making me hate myself My heart turned to stone because of the world I have no more feelings because I have cut them from my chest I won't keep feeling this way about myself I can't Angry I might seem,but it is stronger than this It is more than that I hate everyone in this world for making others feel unworthy One day I will make a statement You will see it on the news and it will be put in history books The one who hates the world for what it has done