I don't know myself
I am not true to myself and I am sorry
All those years passed
Trying not to be myself 
I know I am supposed to say I am beautiful 
But am I really
Not by the worlds definition 
The world can't make up its mind
Because one second you are beautiful
Then your are nothing the next 
The world and its people are so stupid 
When you die you won't be remembered
And if you are memories fade until they are nothing 
So then you feel how I feel
You will feel like nothing
The people who look at me sideways will be nothing
And if the refuse I will make them nothing
All I need and want is the power speak out and be heard
All I need is the power
And watch me hurt the world for making me hate myself
My heart turned to stone because of the world
I have no more feelings because I have cut them from my
chest
I won't keep feeling this way about myself
I can't 
Angry I might seem,but it is stronger than this
It is more than that
I hate everyone in this world for making others feel
unworthy
One day I will make a statement
You will see it on the news and it will be put in history
books
The one who hates the world for what it has done