The Jump

you left me here alone, what did i do wrong? you told me it was for the best, are you really sure? you left in the field alone, just let me die here alone, my heart feels like its stopped beating. i remember you, how your hands felt in mine, you promised me you, wouldn't leave ! WHY!!! I see you everywhere, i see you everywhere, i don't want your memory to fade. I'll do anything to see your beautiful face again, danger has become my middle name.. just to see your face again.. everyone knows i'm not the same, since you left. i cry every night and i never sleep, i'm just a walking zombie.. i found someone who cares, a replacement lover until i see you again... but i think i'm falling for him, i don't know! now, i'm standing over the cliff i know i'll see you now as i just into the water it rushes over me... the killer waves crash into knocking me around... i see you laying their next to me.. in the water.. but something pulls me away.. you float away, along with my smile. now, i'm no longer breathing, i feel his warm lips on me, i've survived. i'm just wishing it was yours, not his.