I am Blind

By <font color=#FFFFFF>Convalescence</font> •
I guess now I see... see how things change.. change for the good and the bad.
Too much I see...see how things can bring pain.. pain that makes no sense, no sense at all.
But... Do I see? See how things change.. change that makes no sense.. none at all?
Do I see? See how things bring hopeless pain... pain that will only change things for the bad?
I guess I don't see.. Se why this pain comes... When it does no good.. no good at all.
No, I don't see.. see why things hurt... hurt everyone...everyone that deserves happiness.
I guess I'll never see... see how things are... are so bad... I don't see bad.
No.. I'll never see.. see how things are.. are so much unlike in my mind... in my mind I see how things could be.