You are an amazingly talented girl,
Whose always in a bit of a twirl.
I see alot of me in you,
its like a little preview.
Into the girl that you could be,
So smart and driven to become anything you want to be.
You know i took you to give you a 'normal' life,
I dont like it to be full of strife.
i think that you may push me to see if im going to bail,
but darling you i will never fail.
You do test me and treat me like shit,
And i put up with it because im hoping eventually you will
quit,
And just realise that you do fit.
into my life for the rest of my life,
without all this strife.
You dont need to push me i will never give in,
you dont need to keep all you anger within.
if you need to talk i am here,
just take my hand- ill always be near.
i am so lucky to have a one of a kind relationship with
you,
i am your sister and your mother and ill always be proud of
you.
even though you dont see it, i know you are scared,
you dont want to be hurt again and that is fair.
you dont like things being normal and so you unitentionally
cause this dsyfunction,
because you are so scared to loose something of meaning,
something you care about. but darling, you will never loose
me, i just wish that youd see.
i wouldnt do everything i have done, 
just to give in when the going get hard and the calm gets
broken.
i know its hard to have me as your mother,
i know your idea of a mother is just some anger you
harbour.
but im here to teach you what a mother can be,
someone who loves you unconditionally.
someone who puts you first when it is needed,
and someone who isnt conceded.
someone who will never give up on you,
and someone who at times is hard on you.
someone who will continue to push you to do your very best,
and wont expect much less.
someone who is proud of your achievements,
and realises that you are importantance.
someone who will go without everthing to make sure you are
cared for,
and someone to help you restore...
all the hurts and pains you have kept locked away,
all that hurt that is not needed to stay.
i want what is best for you,
And i want nothing more than you to know that i love you.
i cant force you to talk or to share,
but i just want you to know how much i care.
i love being your mother, please dont fight me on that,
im trying to do what a mother is suppose to be good at.
and that does involve being the bad guy,
and sometimes it does get hard and i do cry.
But know ill be there no matter what,
I'll love you forever, and i'll love you alot! xx