its so sharp
yet it feels so good
is that so wrong?
no, not to me

the deeper i go 
the better it feels
for that second of pain
theres none like it
and the pain afterwards
is how i feel

no matter what the pain 
it doesnt really go away
wot i feel still lies there
yet the pain feels so good

everything seems to fade
wen i do it
but wot happens wen it ends
the pain jst cums bk again
so i'll keep doin it
so the pain isnt so bad
and hope fully one day 
it will fade away

i see the scars now 
but the pain runs deeper
it will always remind me
of what i was

im jst hopin will day
this pain will fade!