I hate you now, 
and everything you've done, 
saying that Im numb,
as I'm bleeding this blood,
you promised wouldnt spill.
wasting away with worry and regret,
waiting for an end that'll never come.
You gave me a choice, 
or no choice at all. 
knowing you were using me all along. 
I guess this is what you get.
I wonder if you'll regret me too,
carrying false hopes youll be there, 
to catch me when I fall.
I never got up off that floor,
and I waited as you promised more, 
filling my ears with lies, 
and my heart with despise.
I know I hate you now,
but It'll never last,
I want to say ill never take that risk again,
I want to say its all your fault.
But I guess youll never know,
you were my favorite mistake.