A Painful Realization

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By Cutie In A Death Cab

I realized today that you don't really care. It was always about you, and that's not fair. Oh I love so much, it pains my insides. But you don't love me back. It was always lies. I don't think you're capable of loving like this. Is there ever anything behind those kisses you give? Love is just your tool, to help keep you warm. To make you feel good through the rain and the storms. I called you up tonight. I needed to talk. I was so desperate to lift off this rock. Heavy on my shoulders, I needed your strength. But you provided little comfort. You went to no lengths. And then I began to feel guilty for bothering you. Now it hurts even more because I've realized what is true. I was always there for you, as I am today. And I'll be there still tomorrow, if your sky grows dark and grey. But you, you're only caring when you're looking for support. Someone to rid you of those feelings and make certain they abort. Why didn't I realize this from the very start? And why'd you have to go and break apart my heart?

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