They ask me, are you crazy?!
Have you lost your mind?!
Well, I have always been crazy.
And, yes. 
I did lose my mind.
I think I lost it,
When I fell.
When I fell for him, I think thats when I lost it.
He is funny I told them.
He is a jerk!
Is what they told me.
He has an amazing smile.
And he is rude!
His hair is cute.
He is mean to everyone!
He plays football,
He is hilarious,
Has amazing hair,
Gorgeous eyes,
And a sweet smile.
They may only be able to see the bad in him,
But I see him wonderful, and amazing!
Sometimes I think I catch him looking at me.
Then, I cant be sure if he was.
Why would he want to look at me?
I am classified as the, emo, punk, rocker, goth.
And he is the popular football player.
It is impossible that he would waste his time on me.
Isnt it?
I cant explain why I have any hope.