I can remember it, even now,
but I did get over it, though i'm not sure how
they all said, it will get better..
but I couldnt see it.. not then
Not when i realised the man i loved so much, got a
girlfriend..
You know that sinking feeling, the one where you cant
breath
The one where if anyone is in the room, you want them to
leave..
When it doesnt matter how much someone trys to dry those
eyes.. the tears just keep coming.

And when you wake up the next day, in the same corner of the
room.. eyes puffy, and throat sore,
you go to check if it was true, and feel the same as before

I said to him that day..
'I hope she knows she is the luckiest girl in the world,
and i hope she treats you right, because she isnt the only
one who thinks of you last thing at night..
I will always love you, but i must let you go,
because if I hold you back now, then you'll never know'