To my peers, I ask you, Are you free? Not just dealing with
equal opportunity, but are you free? Are you no longer
struggling, trying to cope with society`s way of life. So
much we endure, the hardships, and the strife. Everyday,
having to look over your shoulders because "they" might see
or have something to say. And who are "they"? "They" are
us, you and me. Every single one of us passes judgement on
someone. I have, I do, and even though I try not to, it
happens. Sh!t happens! Too damn often though. Y`all I`m
tired. Man I`m tired! Tired of being physically drained,
mentally strained, emotionally slained; stressd, oppressed,
and depressed. I`ve been deprived of my freedom, I`ve been
stripped of my soul; undressed. Mentally, physically,
emotionally, and spiritually, I`m just tired. Surpressed
into a worldI didn`t choose to live, that doesn`t love, yet
I have to give of me. My mind, my peace, my time, to people
who don`t care if I breathe,or if I`m determined not to
be... ME. We, you, them, us, it all comes down to me. I
question my reasoning for being on a daily basis just by
being here. Sometimes much too often, but until I find out,
I`ll ask Him, and until then, I`ll answer nothing more. I
will tell you this, it`s not because you stare, not because
you question the things I wear, not because you question my
preference, or the way I live. "It`s by choice", that`s
what "they" say. Are you sure? I really chose to live
amongst unaccepting, judgemental, hypocritical, ignorant,
close-minded people. So I ask again, Are you sure? You
question everything else. Do you dare to question my voice,
and why I speak out, maybe even reach out to those of us
who ask too many dam(n) questions. Maybe this will tickle
your fancy... Because I am not You, I am ME. He is he, She
is she, and we are we, but "I and he" shall never be. And
you are not "THEE", so don`t judge me. Do you dare to seek
individuality? Come on, I challenge me, what about you? See
you can`t, because you`re too caught up on what he or she
said. You hold too many insecurities. You see we have the
ability to be "we", but can you let go and do you? Nope,
you want to much to fit in and portray what others like to
see. Too formidable for me. Everyone`s beginning to look
alike, yet we`re so quick to say something about what
someone else has. How about thinking first. With the world
we`re living in, that`s a snowball`s chance in hell. This
is what people thirst. Don`t spit out what everyone`s said
or saying. If you`re going to say anything, at least take a
second to be creative; at least. Oh wait, "we" can`t do
that, no one thinks around here. Why live for someone else?
Try living for yourself, because he is he, she is she, and
indeed we are we collectively, but me... I will always be
one, selectively. So to my peers I askthese last three
questions indirectly. Are you free? Are you an individual?
Are you ME.
*****************"Rhetorically
************************Speaking."
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