You say never, but its always...

You say we never see each other in school. But I see you all the time. And when I do I feel empty. Its tortucher! Its pain! Its murdering me inside! So why did you do this? Why am I hurting now? The break up was nothing! Why is seeing you so painful? Is it because I never thought I would? Thats I thought i couldnt see you? I see you while I walk to class. I see you after school when I wait for someone. I see you on your bus. To me it sounds like we see each other alot! You say we never see each other. But I say I see you all the time! I cant talk to you. I cant find the power! I wish I could. But, now that I think about it, I fear you wont say anything back. That you will ignore me compleatly. What was I thinking? Why am I in so much pain? Why do you cause me to suffer? We never see each other? Thats a lie. You say never, but its always...