not belonging

By **betrayed** <3 •
being on the outside
looking down on in
in onto my own life.
i see my sister, my mom, and my grandparents
my dad nowere to be seen
nowere to be heard
being on the outside
looking down on in
in onto my own life.
i feel as though i do not belong.
as though my birth was a mistake.
everyone was so much happier before.
they say they love me but is it for real?