Can you honestly look me in the eyes and tell me it'll be
okay?
How do you know?
Cuz I could barely make it through today.
I lay in bed But can never fall asleep at night.
You have no idea what I have to keep locked up tight.

Light shines through the open window, I pull the covers up
to hide my face.
After all you put me through I highly dout that you could do
what i do.
All i can do is act and daydream of places you say I'll
never see.
All I do is wish you believed in me.

All you do is  fight but you have no reason to say
anything.
I'm half tempted to put you in your place.
You carefulley hide each beautiful line on your face.
I think it's too hyprocritical to call me fake.
I'm sick hearing this is justa phase.

Darkness scares me the most, As i start to close my eyes.
I begin to think of a way to say goodbye.
I'm dying to tell you this is my life.
I can't just sit back and pretend to let you control my
insides.
Then i remember all the pain.
I remember all the lies.

Your voice is so sweet, it barely scratches my ears.
I see past your act to be sincere.
You'll never be more than a mess, I wont even be a memory.
Try not fall back into your old ways.
It'll be easier without me

The silence is too hard to bare.
I scream and cover my ears.
I'm so sorry i let you down.
I'm a failure I know.
I'll take all my regrets to my grave.
I'm sorry I gave up hope.
I pull the covers up to face so you don't have to stare, You
can just look away.