Pillow Lover

five years down the road the pillow against your back still embraced within his protective hold your heart it grows heavy but refuses to crack the warmth of his body radiating moving through your skin like a fire only know he will still be waiting follow his heart bound in wire five years down the road once again still placing the pillow against your backside his eyes play through your head, you can not let him in you know he is not there, all your memories have lied his arm becomes fuzzy and fades to blanket his warmth becomes the stfiling heat of to many layers its been ten years and still you cannot forget life is no game and you two were no players these dreams you awake from, you truly despise you hate that you cannot let go you only want one more look into his eyes and all you have left is his favorite pillow...