Take that sharp object and ram it in my neck
How pleasant and sweet you are to me
Days I sobbed a tragic dying wreck
They seemed like eternity

That knife in my heart caused my tears to bleed
And you just threw excessive salt
Silent thoughts caused an unending greed
Got the blame and it wasn’t my fault

How I hated and how I despised the grief
For someone who bruised me to the core
Jealous rage at the lying thief
Both took my heart in hands and tore

In pieces. Broken pottery hurled in lover’s fight.
The glee at the humiliation shone from their face
Your voice whispered to me in the dead of the night
Whilst through the day I walked in disgrace

Thrice the lover cut me down to the ground
And thrice was given the nod of heads
Longing for he who was lost then found
Take that longing and rip it to shreds

Over and the calm fell in ecstasy
Although the eyes do glare with malice
Granted the wish of being let be
Yet such an ordeal leaves one callous

My barrier built as through the shrapnel I rose
And you begged my heart to mend
But I wasn’t forgiving for taking such blows
And above it I would not transcend

Admitted you had acted immorally wrong
You sought my trust once more
And the time meant my bitterness had gone
Friendship I could manage to endure

So tell me why you would risk it again?
Drudge the past up from where it did belong
Right in front of me you would inflict the pain
Excruciating agony that you continue to prolong

 A tongue can lash in fearful spite
Threw me off of my now stable guard
Fought it with tremendous might
But when I lost, I came down hard

Its not like I loved you; love you; never will
But boiled hate has got to erupt
She’s laughing for the dream that you do fill
Whilst me, I’m the one that’s corrupt

Well thank you lover, friend, foe
For dancing in the gleaming sun
This ferocious battle began  long ago
And I know that I never won

So why did we bother to hurt all involved
Who triumphs for the most tears
These issues with us shall never be resolved
But I’m locking them away for years

And never again can I be anything to you
Except a distant fading memory
No acquaintance, no friend, certainly no love that’s true
Please don’t ever ask it of me

So you took that sharp object and rammed it in my neck
How pleasant and sweet you were
And how ever since I was a tragic dying wreck
Never again. Go do it to her.