Not One Of The Girls

I Remember She Used To Beg Me Not To Do Things.. Because She Cared Back Then. But She Doesnt. Not Anymore, Not Since I Went Away Not Since I Grew Up.. I Expected Her To Stay A Little Girl And Wait For Me, Wait Until I Was Finished Being An Adult But You Cant Turn Back Time. And She Isnt Who She Was When I Walked Away. Im Not Sure How She Felt About Any Of It, And I Dont Know Why I Never Thought To Ask. I Just Left And Started My Own Family.. Because I Thought Thats What I Wanted. I Love Being A Mummy. But I Loved Being Her Best Friend Too. I Cant Do Both Anymore. Im Not One Of The Girls Anymore. Not Since I Walked Away. But Im Still Sat Here Broken Like You Walked Away From Me