See

By essie •
You make me feel repulsive
I'm really not sure why,
But I see all the things you know
when you won't meet my eye.
Maybe you don't remember them,
but i'm pretty sure you do.
Either way you won't let me forget
with that sideways glance you do.
I know I'm worth more than that,
you don't know what I've been through
I'm not sure that would even change
these conclusions that you drew.
I don't want to change your mind,
I don't want to explain.
I only wish if you looked at me
you could see through the dirt and pain...