Veteran of Flight

beginning my journey alone i can only think of looking upon you while i have been gone these walls they have grown and now there is nothing you can do they shelter me from the harshness and yet let me experience it in full standing alone i am alwats less safe and yet sinking, a ship without hull i plunge down this dark road seeking the light awaiting me and with every step my head becomes bowed remembering what i could be i have been touched by many angels before been taken up with them to the sky and every one has let me fall back to the floor and every one has never seen me cry this is what they want to see they want to see me crumple in tears showing they really do not know me they have no idea ive been flying for years