Bared Up

On the the floor cold Is where I find myself tonight Asking myself the same question: "Why can't something ever go right?" Pretending to be so brave Acting like I'm tough. Looking like I can handle everything Until the top blew off, an I had enough. I thought this would be easy. Figured waiting isn't so bad I didn't know I'd be this lonely Or crying this bad. There's always happiness from him With in every letter I receive. But the distance apart hurts All the happiness died inside of me. Not being able to hold him. Or kiss, hug, cuddle, love. Alone, No one to gaze with me At the moon stars above But can you blame me for feeling this way? Wanting to feel his touch, and knowing I can't. Wishing that he'll be here With every last pant I'm really sorry, and scared Cause you're all I live for. But with the way things are right now I don't know if I can do this anymore...