Y?

Why am I scared? Why don't I just jump? Why can't I push myself? Why is the life I want so far away? Why do I cry when my heart is broken? Why do I forgive people for what they have done? Why have I waisted so much time? Why do the judge me? Why can't I have what I want the most? Why do I call for people and they don't come? Why when I am angry I choose not to hate? Why do you look at me as if you have seen my true heart? Why do people who don't know me hate me? Why does my mom say you will always have to fight for what you want? Because........Just Because