You're Gone

I never thought the day would come Everything went wrong and now you’re gone When the light of day would fade away Leaving me to a cold and lonely disarray The one I loved the most was you The endless tears come streaming through I didn’t tell you I loved you enough This pain I bare is just too tough I dream of you every single night An as the world seems to be just right I wake to the reality of this life I hate That you leaving me was an unjust fate Memories of your voice rip me apart The laugh I can’t hear tortures my heart Your smile I hope to never forget I’m filled with so many regrets I wish that you could hold me as you did before When I felt pain and sorrow impossible to ignore Not knowing I’d lose you too soon later on I can’t grasp the fact that now you’re gone If I could take back all the hurtful words I said And replace them with I love you instead To tell you and show you just how much I cared The regrets are just too much for me to bear Even though I know where it is you are In the arms of the one just, loving, God I can’t help but hate to be without you here I know that it’s selfish but my love is clear My life couldn’t have been worth more than yours The love for your baby boy couldn’t be ignored The one you dreamed of and longed to have The one I rock to sleep when you could have He looks just like you when he sleeps On my chest I feel his strong heart beat His tender smile and dimples adored My love for him grows forever more Still my heart shatters when I see him Thinking of you just brings tears to the brim I know he’ll ask me about you someday And I hope what I say would be okay The love you felt for him I’ll try to convey I hope the right words come for me to say When the question comes as to who you were To tell him you still are and always were The one who loved him and cared the most The greatest mommy in whom he’ll boast A love so great and pure I felt Can’t be taken away by the hand we were dealt I’ll raise him as my very own Loving and caring your feelings shown Singing him to sleep with a heartfelt song The one you’d sing if you weren’t gone I’ll love you and miss you until the days run out This life we walked had two different routes This fact I know but dream it were wrong Because I just can’t believe that now You’re gone