At night when the sun sets
And darkness is all you see
It makes me think of my regrets
I have so many
And it holds me back from being free

I wonder sometimes if anyone else thinks like me
I guess I'll never know
Sometimes it feels like living is to be alone
And nothing ever feels like home
Have all the angels flown?

Nothing's ever black or white
Never a win or lose
Just a choice to choose
Everything is shades of gray
That's when moral is made
And the game's been played
Win or lose

Nobody cares
When you're lying in your room
And you hear your own beat
And the world's asleep
And you write of things you know
Hoping someone will understand
Even for a second to know who I am

But at times I am my own contradiction
After all I have a hard time making a connection
To afraid to let people in
Fear is where I've been
And I haven't seen, nothing