Win Or Lose

At night when the sun sets And darkness is all you see It makes me think of my regrets I have so many And it holds me back from being free I wonder sometimes if anyone else thinks like me I guess I'll never know Sometimes it feels like living is to be alone And nothing ever feels like home Have all the angels flown? Nothing's ever black or white Never a win or lose Just a choice to choose Everything is shades of gray That's when moral is made And the game's been played Win or lose Nobody cares When you're lying in your room And you hear your own beat And the world's asleep And you write of things you know Hoping someone will understand Even for a second to know who I am But at times I am my own contradiction After all I have a hard time making a connection To afraid to let people in Fear is where I've been And I haven't seen, nothing