I am a lost case
I am a fixed race
I am a fighter
I’m not a winner
But I am a survivor
I am a believer
I am a breaker
I’m not a loser
I just am a…

So sorry to cut the slack now 
So sorry I’m not as perfect as God will allow
So sorry I’m not your sweet cup of tea
But I have to be my own personal worldwide catastrophe

I am an outcast
I am a gone fast
I am a sinner
I’m not a lover
But I am a stronger
I am a river
I am a free bird
I’m not an outgoer
I just am a…

So sorry to break you down now
So sorry I’m not exactly the class clown
So sorry I’m as loud as vinegar is sweet
But I have to be my own personal worldwide catastrophe

I’m not an emo
I’m not a hero
I’m not a savoir
I’m not a quitter
I’m not a forgetter
I’m not a forgiver
I’m not a supplier
I’m not a user
I’m not a contender
I’m not a pretender
I’m not a fire
I am a writer

So sorry I’m hard to embarrass
So sorry that I could care less
So sorry that I guess I’m worth talking about
So sorry that you know my infamy amounts
So sorry that I’m not a prep
So sorry that I couldn’t take back my regrets
So sorry that I couldn’t be your sweet treat
But I have to be the spokesperson of your hypocrisy       


How are you a contradiction?