Apologies From The Spokesperson Of Your Hypocrisy

I am a lost case I am a fixed race I am a fighter I’m not a winner But I am a survivor I am a believer I am a breaker I’m not a loser I just am a… So sorry to cut the slack now So sorry I’m not as perfect as God will allow So sorry I’m not your sweet cup of tea But I have to be my own personal worldwide catastrophe I am an outcast I am a gone fast I am a sinner I’m not a lover But I am a stronger I am a river I am a free bird I’m not an outgoer I just am a… So sorry to break you down now So sorry I’m not exactly the class clown So sorry I’m as loud as vinegar is sweet But I have to be my own personal worldwide catastrophe I’m not an emo I’m not a hero I’m not a savoir I’m not a quitter I’m not a forgetter I’m not a forgiver I’m not a supplier I’m not a user I’m not a contender I’m not a pretender I’m not a fire I am a writer So sorry I’m hard to embarrass So sorry that I could care less So sorry that I guess I’m worth talking about So sorry that you know my infamy amounts So sorry that I’m not a prep So sorry that I couldn’t take back my regrets So sorry that I couldn’t be your sweet treat But I have to be the spokesperson of your hypocrisy How are you a contradiction?