Untill Its Gone

I got some news today. You don’t know what you got until it is gone. No longer the present Nor the future Just the past A little bit longer and I will be just fine. The world is so dark and lonely You would know this feeling How can I smile? How could I be happy? How can I laugh? Now I know what I had because now you’re gone. My world is crushed. The doctor said you wouldn’t make it. I thought the Vitim wouldn’t spread I thought it all would be just fine. You don’t even understand. All this time is fading by. I’m waiting on something to heal you. I remember when I would go in and check on you every day for a entire year. I remember the last day I went to see you, it was such a long time ago but it seem as if it were just the other day. You smiled at me and told me that your time has come. All the highs and lows are gone. I’ll be fine soon. Remember you made my last few days so happy for me. I will see you in heaven latter on. I will wait on you as long as you always keep me with in your heart. You close your eyes after your last words drifted through the air. I love you girl. You don’t even know what it feels like to no what you have until after it is gone out of your life for good. So low So down You don’t know. You would never understand. Now you’re just a part of my past. Not the present Nor the future.