Have you ever
kept a secret from the
one you loved?
I’m so young I didn’t see
him coming.
I didn’t mean to hurt you.
You don’t deserve this.
I got to tell you the
truth.
I got to do this.
You couldn’t handle it.
You didn’t see me when I cried
because I turned my back.
I didn’t see him coming.
It wasn’t on purpose.
you can’t handle the truth.
you have been threw so much
damage in your past.
I feel lover than life itself.
I have been waiting, putting this
off for the perfect time to tell you.
you’re going to hate me and never except me
into your life again.
What have I done this time.
I try to speak the words just want come
they are stuck deep inside with
the heart aching tears.
Maybe if I just wait a few more days
then time will settle and you may
understand.
Baby I’m crying everything was so
good and I don’t have the courage
with in to tell you what’s going on.
Oh I never thought the pain would
hurt this bad.
I got to tell you the truth.
What do I do?
If you thought I was perfect you are
so wrong.
I’m far from it.
There is one thing I have done.
I regret it so much.
I know it is not good to keep it
in and not telling you but if I told
you everything that one was oh so
good will soon be oh so bad.
Would you forgive me?
Or would you be hurting to
much to even think about it.
Please don’t watch me cry myself to
sleep.
I know you know that
something is truly wrong with
me.
you are the only person in the
world that understands me inside
and out.
I was lost and didn’t want to go with him
but he was so nice and said he could show
me the way.
I’m only human, everyone makes
mistakes.
He held me down and forced
himself on me.
I done gone and messed up totally.
I wish I could take it back.
I wish I could have told him no.
I wish this would just disappear.
Would you be able to understand
me?
Would you hold it against me.
Would you hold me tight and comfort
me and tell me it wasn’t my fault.
Would you kick me out and tell me to
leave you the hell alone?
What would you do?
The truth hurts so badly.
I know I have to tell you now.
It can’t wait any longer than it already
has.
I am so scared my heart races as I walk to
your chair.
my feet trembles as I sat next to you.
The tears burns my eyes as I try to hold
them back.
Everybody makes mistakes it only human.