The Pain

The sting it hurts. Yet so absent minded I don’t know what to say. You always made me know And feel so alive. You didn’t abuse or Betray our relationship. You always accepted me for myself. I adored, admired, and appreciated everything You’ve done for me. I was so cheerful and Certain we would work out. You never judged me. You were kind and you encouraged me. What you and I had was very Intimate. It horrified me to know Now I’m so heart broken I feel invisible. My thoughts no longer Joyful. The sting hurts so badly Lease make it heel. So today I set here and think, I feel that I know You’re slipping away. I don’t know what you want Neither if I’m actually the one For you. If I were to lose you At least I should know if I Actually done my part as a girl Friend. Being friends is so much better I guess but I want more I want our relationship to Be the same as the beginning. I know you and I can work this out. I’m so used to the ways my ex. treated me Now I know you are nothing like they are.