I had been doing so well
Not a single thought of you
  Not about how I had felt
Or if those words were true
  I hadn't missed your arms
Or the warmth of your smile
  The sweetness of your words
Yes, It had been ahwile
  I hadn't missed your friendship
Or the comfort of your voice
  The scent of your presence
Or how I had no choice
  With all the circumstances
You and I just couldn't be
  Thought I could be done with
Everything you did to me
  Tried pushing it in the past
Just letting it all go
  Barely thought of you at all
Didn't want my pain to show
  But now here you are
You're in my mind again
  All the thoughts are coming back
You're making my head spin
  I don't want to think of you
Don't want to feel that pain
  Unless you'll bring me sunshine
Then just leave me in the rain
  These thoughts are falling down
And seeping in my skin
  But I don't want to think of you
Just can't go through that again.

			1-28-2010