You Again

I had been doing so well Not a single thought of you Not about how I had felt Or if those words were true I hadn't missed your arms Or the warmth of your smile The sweetness of your words Yes, It had been ahwile I hadn't missed your friendship Or the comfort of your voice The scent of your presence Or how I had no choice With all the circumstances You and I just couldn't be Thought I could be done with Everything you did to me Tried pushing it in the past Just letting it all go Barely thought of you at all Didn't want my pain to show But now here you are You're in my mind again All the thoughts are coming back You're making my head spin I don't want to think of you Don't want to feel that pain Unless you'll bring me sunshine Then just leave me in the rain These thoughts are falling down And seeping in my skin But I don't want to think of you Just can't go through that again. 1-28-2010