what if my life had no meaning
and what i'm doing, there is no point?
all the times ive tried to let go
and you've just held me back.

what if my life had was supposed to end
and what im doing i shouldnt be?
these tears ive cried and cuts ive made
i cant answer the things unsure to me

what if god made a mistake 
and took somebody else instead of me?
all the things that they could be doing 
like serving our country or changing the world


what if i was supposed to be with him
get married and have his children?
im far too young but nowadays
every teen is getting knocked up.

what if i was beautiful
and there was somebody that wanted me?
not like i was a punching bag
for every time he got angry.

all these "what if" questions i cannot answer
because no one ever knows.
what if somebody had the answer 
and all my worries were let go?