it started out normal.....like the way we should be......but
it's so far from wat u or they see
can u hear my call
or u just want to watch me fall
i wait in angry pain
on the inside....i now realize it shouldn't hide
u and others think  i'm a stupid fool
but i just take it in..... the hate....what other sh!t can
they create 
to me your all fake.....i felt angry pain....once now and
before
but i won't never again take it anymore
i will fight for myself
and get rid of their ugly..... sometimes including u yet i
don't wanna lose u too.
then i'll have nothing left
i'll just have angry pain....hate...and regret
but never forget......i'm not leaving without a last
stand...but u don't care anymore or don't understand.....my
angry pain.....it's all in vain...
who are u to complain .... .but yet all i have left is
u....but sometimes wat u say can not be true.....why does
this angry pain feel so real....
all i want is for u and me to heal..... if we try
i don't wanna keep living to just cry....... can't the dark
turn into light 
but instead for us it's a fright and all we do is
fight.....but i'll never learn and neither will you.....this
angry pain is just a phase hopefully it will end...but the
worst part of this angry pain is losing you as a
friend......tho we still see h3ll....
i just hope it can soon end well.
my angry pain is not towards you...don't take it
wrong......we can still be strong...if i never was to
fear....you would never have to hear.....all this...but
sadly u have too....it's the truth....and even tho the truth
hurts.....it's wat we all have to eventually deal
with....it's not a myth 
this angry pain i feel is all true......but it dosen't mean
u have to go....i just don't want you to see.....my angry
pain and fury.....so don't ever worry....it will eventually
end but this time with a wonderful best friend....

(in a good way lolz)....my angry pain....i'll be
fine....lmao!!!!!