angry pain

it started out normal.....like the way we should be......but it's so far from wat u or they see can u hear my call or u just want to watch me fall i wait in angry pain on the inside....i now realize it shouldn't hide u and others think i'm a stupid fool but i just take it in..... the hate....what other sh!t can they create to me your all fake.....i felt angry pain....once now and before but i won't never again take it anymore i will fight for myself and get rid of their ugly..... sometimes including u yet i don't wanna lose u too. then i'll have nothing left i'll just have angry pain....hate...and regret but never forget......i'm not leaving without a last stand...but u don't care anymore or don't understand.....my angry pain.....it's all in vain... who are u to complain .... .but yet all i have left is u....but sometimes wat u say can not be true.....why does this angry pain feel so real.... all i want is for u and me to heal..... if we try i don't wanna keep living to just cry....... can't the dark turn into light but instead for us it's a fright and all we do is fight.....but i'll never learn and neither will you.....this angry pain is just a phase hopefully it will end...but the worst part of this angry pain is losing you as a friend......tho we still see h3ll.... i just hope it can soon end well. my angry pain is not towards you...don't take it wrong......we can still be strong...if i never was to fear....you would never have to hear.....all this...but sadly u have too....it's the truth....and even tho the truth hurts.....it's wat we all have to eventually deal with....it's not a myth this angry pain i feel is all true......but it dosen't mean u have to go....i just don't want you to see.....my angry pain and fury.....so don't ever worry....it will eventually end but this time with a wonderful best friend.... (in a good way lolz)....my angry pain....i'll be fine....lmao!!!!!