By Your Side

I’ll always be here Where ever you are No matter how far I go I promised you once That no matter what happened then I will leave it behind I’ll always be by your side Even if I’m far You know how much it hurts me so But I’ll put my feelings aside Just so you know And so we both can grow I wish I didn’t have to find out like this But it is what it is I wish you didn’t have to be sick I wish I can take it all away I wish I can make you smile every day I know it’s hard to reminisce And our marriage wasn’t all bliss And yes I forgive Even if it took a moment like this To know I’ll always be by your side Why did it have to be like this? I only have a few weeks left Before I’m gone I don’t want to leave you Until I know you’ll be fine Why would God put us through this all at the same time? You’re sick You called I’m leaving All at the same time Why does life have to put us in such a bind? But no matter what happens Know, I’ll be here by your side You can call me just like old times And I’ll try to make you smile So you can have happy thoughts for awhile And I wish you happy times And know I’m crying inside To know you’re not fine My beautiful ex-bride