strength to be me

i just wonder as i sit in this empty room can i break open this hole that's trapped inside me..... there's me to get set free no matter how hard i try i sick of all these cries i'll never change .....not for no one and never die they can stare and talk cr@p but i have the strength to be me and that's a fact tho i'm not alone......i have my sis/bff on my side now i never have to hide they cannot break me.... .because they can't see what me and her sees a different story with no shame or glory do i have the strength to be me everything i want to be....and not what they say i'm not ending it this way i'll have my fighting chance i just have to believe and dream,...... that i'll be more then wat they say i'll have the strength to be me...... my spotlight it would always feel right with my confidence and acts i won't have to lack so in this cold nightmare as they stare i don't care i have the strength to me....... a lasting memory.....that's the way it should be the strength to be me..... that holds my key!!