Pain

i run as far as i can and then one more tear falls to the ground i lift my head up and take one last look around i look up to the gray sky for an answer but instead it starts to rain i know i am losing this fight my whole body is full of pain you look at me and think im fine but you could never believe what ive been through ive done stupid things because i didnt know what to do but its o.k. since ive got friends who care they have lived through it with me so i know they'll always be there with this i know that i can make it through only because of the love and friendship of my friends like u i run as far as i can as one last tear falls to the ground i lift up my head and take another look around i look up to find a clear sky and i no longer feel the rain i realize my fight is not over but is to win i must fight the pain and even though this fight will come back and the rain will fall sheepishly from the sky i must know that you will be there for me to catch my tears as my pain will come back..... goodbye for now