I Wish I Didnt Live In The Middle Of Nowhere

one cold chilly day i was walking home from school minding my own business trying to play it cool not a worry on sight i knew something didnt feel right ny cousin stayed after with his friends to watch a football game and see who wins i looked up the hill that i was climbing who knew i would be on my back crying tears are blinding my eyes as i try to look through them to find the person who would have the guts to do such a thing as he must i woulndt hate him forever but thats what i felt, but i could never the pain that i felt was very strong and what he was doing was very wrong i wouldnt say a word to another because he threatened to hurt my brother my brother is my hero, my life and if anything said, that would mean a fight a fight i wasnt ready for because what he did left me sore wrapped around my wrists and ankles were ropes the least i could pray for was some hope there is a name for what he did and i knew from the beginning its a sin but what covered my mouth was some tape and what he was doing was called rape my mind was in a haze, a dream and with my mouth covered was a mute scream as the minutes passed by i was wishing that i could die now i am home feeling frightened and cold my mouth shut and not a word told its hard to live each passing day because what had happened left me in pain its scary because he goes to your school because he thinks he has the power to rule but life to me just doesnt seem fair i wish i didnt live in the middle of nowhere