Memorie's of Adeline

As I stand here in my living room in front of the fireplace holding Braden, memories of precious Adeline flood my mind, all at once, there is no holding them back my mind is consumed by these memories of her. Memories of the one time I held her bottle as she drank from it, memories of that gorgeous smile that flashed me, memories of her soft cooing, and her low cries, memories of the one, and only time I held her, the way she smelled, and memories of her gorgeous shining, sparkling ocean blue eyes. Braden reminds me of Adeline in many ways, his little smile that he flashes me, his cooing and soft cries, even his ocean blue eyes. I shed a tear as I hold Braden and all these memories of Adeline consume my mind, but oh, how quickly that tear is gone, because I was told by my best friend, that crying does not solve anything. I will always think of Adeline when I walk into that Dinner Theatre where I met and held her for the first time, when I see her mother, father, brother, and grandmother. Adeline was the most precious baby girl, and I miss her greatly, but I shall not shed a tear, for now she is in a greater place than I am. I would give anything to hold her or even see her precious face one more time. (c) March 2010