Why Did You Do This To Me?

You said you needed a break? A break from what were you willing to take? Was it me and my wish To wait till marriage for my first kiss? Did you want someone who would fufill your "needs" Well sorry, but i was the best i could be You say you hear the rumors too And even though half of them arent true You would be surprised by how many are and you are just too foolish to understand that they're all painful enough to leave a scar People told me i was desperate going out with you Because they dont see the inside all the way through But even when i give you the chance of having a loving girlfriend You abuse it and let everything go to your head And then you have to nerve to say that you want to go back out again? What do you think? I am a toy in your playpen Im not So you better grow up and see that in my heart there will always be a spot for you and no other But why should there be when you put me through fire Why do i still want you back? After all you did and all you lack I guess i will never know my heart's decisions But the more i think about it, the more my heart toughens