Feelings I have never felt before suddenly flow as a river
onto me
As I am overcome by so many lost emotions, I become sick to
my stomach 
I just can’t stand it, stand how you can stare straight
into my soul without a grimace 
What you see within me concerns and pains me, as I am sorry
you have to see what I feel
So much anger and despair I cannot seem to let go of as
these are my feelings oh so real
These are the only things that comfort me about where I
stand today and how real I am But though I stand in the
world of the living, you are not the same as I and never
will be 
You live in the world of the imaginary and I can’t help
but to release my sorrow and cry Suddenly overwhelmed by
what I just now see, sob and sob is all I can do as I wake 
I soon come to learn something new, something only you could
have taught and given me 
Love, as it appears to be, only adds to my grief as less and
less of you I start to see 
It seems to wash over me like a warm but cold steak of water
within my never-lasting body 
I collapse to my knees as this new emotion leaves it’s
unbearably painful mark in my chest Alone I sit on my bed
just longing to see you, touch you, and smell you once again
Beautiful and heartwarming it may be to me I can’t help
but to cry because it’s too painful
I know you are not real but a figment of my imagination and
together we can never be Because you are just too perfect
for me