Too Perfect

Feelings I have never felt before suddenly flow as a river onto me As I am overcome by so many lost emotions, I become sick to my stomach I just can’t stand it, stand how you can stare straight into my soul without a grimace What you see within me concerns and pains me, as I am sorry you have to see what I feel So much anger and despair I cannot seem to let go of as these are my feelings oh so real These are the only things that comfort me about where I stand today and how real I am But though I stand in the world of the living, you are not the same as I and never will be You live in the world of the imaginary and I can’t help but to release my sorrow and cry Suddenly overwhelmed by what I just now see, sob and sob is all I can do as I wake I soon come to learn something new, something only you could have taught and given me Love, as it appears to be, only adds to my grief as less and less of you I start to see It seems to wash over me like a warm but cold steak of water within my never-lasting body I collapse to my knees as this new emotion leaves it’s unbearably painful mark in my chest Alone I sit on my bed just longing to see you, touch you, and smell you once again Beautiful and heartwarming it may be to me I can’t help but to cry because it’s too painful I know you are not real but a figment of my imagination and together we can never be Because you are just too perfect for me