the pain

The sharpness of the blade
I watch the blood
It feels like all of my pain releasing
I dont need atention i just want someone to understand
The pain
The scars are there
Reminding me of what the blood released deep in me
All of the pain I didnt know how else to let go of
The pain is all around me
I feel like im in a hole a lonely place
And cutting, seeing the blood
Was the only way to get out
I just need someone to understand
The pain