The loud music faded away as I stepped out of the noisy
club
and into the warm night air
ohh, these summer nights
filled with happiness,
mistakes, fun, parties,
beer warmed bellies,
oh how i loved them.

i pulled out a single cigarette out of
the ragged pack of marbalo lights stuffed in my purple
custom made versace purse,
i inhaled the cancerous smoke,
closing my eyes, oh how beautiful
maybe being so alone wasn't that bad,

just as i was about to go back inside to hookup with Josh,
the too hot for this small town model,
i felt a tap on my bare shoulder,
i turned around and what i saw was the most beautiful lady i
have ever seen in my life,
she smiled at me, 
i didn't notice that i've been staring at her wordlessly for
a good, awkward 3 seconds.

her angelic smile, 
sending waves of lust into my soul,
she was the hottest motherfucker on this whole damn block,
the whole damn world.
she sang in her sweet, scrumptious voice "may i have one if
that isn't too much to ask?"

i fumbled to get out the pack fast,
giggling nervously as i tried, awkwardly, to get the stupid
cig out,
her soft, delicate hand, extended as i lay the cancer stick
onto it

her skin was an angelic white,
so flawless,
her sharp cheekbones,
framed by her her rich brown hair in perfect rings around
her fragile face,
any model agency would die for,
i died for her,

she looked so misplaced
what was an angel like her doing in a rundown whorefest like
this?
i wanted to stroke her, 
touch her,
i stared at her, unknowingly
she looked at me,
her beautiful peircing eyes,
peircing through the soul i never knew i had,
i stuttered, thinking of an excuse,
"i've just never seen you around here. do you come by here
often? i mean you look like your from the city"
stupid. so so stupid.
her giggle, so childishly beautiful,
bringing memories of the beach,
laughing, jumping,
innocence, first kisses.

her reply was sweet simple, luxurious 
"i just needed to get out of the rut, you know?"
i fell in love with her,
that beauty, i've never seen before or since.
"hey you wanna go get a drink inside? you seem cool. oh by
the way, the names ida" she purred.
i smiled, dorkily, i wanted to make her mine.
feeling like a childhood crush,
i followed her into the pumping club
walking fast, i didn't want to loose her
ever.