Tears fill my eyes. while my heart is breaking.
Every heart beat i take. My heart slows down.
Im worried. Im scared to sleep at nite 
becus thats when my nightmares come time life.
You left me. Here alone. every breathe i take kills me.
People ask whats wrong. others mimic what i say.
I juss ignore it and let my wrist bleed.
People tell me to go to a dr. before I destroy myself
Others juss walk away. Im hearing you but not actually
listening. My wrist is bleeding. people say get a towel.
cover it up. I say im not ashamed but more ashamed of you
for telling me what to do. instead of being here for me. The
happiness. The love in my life drips away as the blood drips
to the floor. every morning Id wake up looking forward to
the day.  But i look forward to death. people say id rather
feel hurt then nothing at all. Well if you felt my pain youd
rather have nothing than this. MY wrist bleeds. my sister
crys for help. But no one arrives...But you.  But then im
thinking with the last few mins of my breathe.you gave me
hope. you came to me when i needed you most.  dont feel no
pain cus when im gone ima look down on you and smile so baby
dotn feel no pain juss smile back. your here now. you came.
Tears fill my eyes but not for the same reason as before.
your here with me. your hugging me tight as you can while im
using my last breathe to hug you back. My last words. My
last breathe. are used for you. Id give you my last breathe
to say,

                                        I love you