Tears are feeling my eyes. Im thinking. and thinking hurts.
The sea of tears are coming back...The nightmares become my
reality. when there suppose to be "only dreams" My heart is
beating but slows down with every breathe i take.

Make the Tears stop. The songs. The happy songs. Our song is
on but my tears are still falin. Why? I feel like were in
secret its bothering me.

But i said i was done with the sea of tears. and the
disappearing of my lonelyness. im suppose to stand up
straight and im suppose to talk when im asked to but i never
do. I write all the time becus it reminds me of you. I dream
a dream. Its my nightmare comeing to life. I write about it
and dream about it all the time. aint it suppose to be "juss
a dream"? 

But then again my nightmares become my reality...I let my
heart do the talking and let my feelings take the pain. But
will it ever stop. can you tell me pls. so i can have
something to jump and scream about too?