Im lost

Im lost in my sea of saddness. Im drowning in my ocean of tears. Im slowly disappearing in my lonelyness. Im dieing deep inside cus of the fear and pain. My cuts remind me of the person i used to love. My memories are fading. im waking up to my reality. Nothing can stop me. nothing can fix my messed up heart. My heart is in so many pieces..its a puzzle no one would wanna fix. I lost you. I lost my heart. I lost the key and the lock. I lost my love. Im losing you. And im dieing because losing you mean you are being removed from my heart and the Dr. said if you were to be removed Id die. Your Slowly fading. with my happiness and my love. along with my memories. Im awakening to my new reality because in my old dreams. My old reality. you were in them. and in dis new reality your slowly fading. your moving out of my arms. Your disappearing. your leaving. pls dont go. Becasue i need you. I siad forever and i meant it. juss pls keep your words. dont leave because i need you. im slowly dieing as my breath slows down as my heart is missing beats...Im alone. Im scared. but your fading. Im lost in my sea of saddness. Im drowning in my ocean of tears. Im slowly disappearing in my lonelyness. Im dieing deep inside cus of the fear and pain. My feelings are told with the sky...it rains my tears Ive shed and held Back...Im lost in my sea of saddness. Im drowning juss is anyone gonna bring me back to life???