Someone help out of of this nightmare"/

i'm sick and tired of being" played. lied to. used. for what,to get in my pants? i don't understand it. it's not like anyone else has gotten in them yet? so why the hell do you think you can? just cause you say "love me"? throw me a bone i'm through with guys treating me like this, white trash to be thrown around in the wind. I should have stayed with the one who made me smile and laugh like he did but all i did was play with his heart and i'm soo sorry... i'm just scared of what was really happeneing at the time.. someone help me out of this nightmare. "/