my mother and the monster

Who are you? i dont know you any more i scream in your face the violence of my pain the searing heat of my blood boiling over mother! i cry... mother i sob the mother of tenderness the mother of my youth i look in your eyes and i see shes not there shes gone... who is this woman who looks at me? with cold sullen eyes dead inside with make up plastered on thickly like a doll the men now say shes sexy the men drink and breathe their sin into her the drugs make her feel better her face old and her eyes cold mother come back to me, i scream mother i love you her hand intwined in some monsters grip the monster has her the monster has her give her back to me its too late.... the monster grins the lust has consumed her innocence the drugs control her mind you will never have her back shes mine.