losing you

i look at myself in the mirrior and all i see is hate this is my bloody fate i had this fear once and now it has won losing you oh dear i just wish i had your voice to hear but your gone it is all done the girls ..........and everyone else has shot me to the ground but losing you is just another thing i found my nightmare came true seeing the one i love going down it was you how can this happen why am i losing you it goes by too fast and we tried to make the moments last but again no one cares its so f*ckin unfair i try so hard to protect you but all i get is nothing but the sad blues even the dark has rose now i am weak i can't even speak i look at you walk away leaving me with nothing to say i am losing you just like that i just fell that is a sad fact but you turned your back with me breathless now i am super weak what can i do to win you back all the sky has turned black losing you again my dearest bestest best friend i do not want this to be the end losing you how can this be i thought we both had a chance to be set free but now you left letting me collapse why oh why did you leave me to cry all i ever did was wanting to try but now i have to be forced to say goodbye but losing you is not an option if you don't want it i still will be here to stay and both of us won't have to go away your my dam light and i hate it when we freakin fight so lets start don't leave me with a broken heart i refuse us to be torn apart........i will do watever it takes to keep you near in my heart losing you is NOT AN OPTION