Chains of Anger

I think about him, and it makes me gag. I loved him once, but it's in the past. I'm angry now, but don't want to be. I pray to God. "THIS ISN'T ME!" I want to love as I once did. Loved everyone..I was a kid. This isn't how things will be. I cannot let this happen to me. I know that with this heart so strong. The hate will pass, because it's wrong. I want to love and give my heart. I'll love them all. It will be hard. Because of what he did to me, chains of anger capture me, but thank you Lord, because I know that with your love you'll make it go. I cannot hate, it makes me die. The chains of anger kill me inside. I wish I could have known before. Your cries to me were all ignored. The love that only you can show is something I have never known. From chains of anger, I'm set free. All along you held the key.