HARD FOR ME

By CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART •
its hard for me to pretend
its hard for me not to care
its hard for me to lay here
and not feel you near.
its hard for me to say goodbye
its hard for me not to cry
its hard for me to let you go
and im trying not to let it show.
im trying to move on
and act like nothings ever wrong
but the truth is,
my days just run along
sometimes i wonder about you,
is it hard for you too?
or is it all just me,
am i really trying to be free?